OH COME ON GUYS YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE IT. ----- But apparently I decided to end my seemingly never-ending absence from dA now and come back! W00t!
And guess what - I'm going to Rome tomorrow (which is awesome) so it will take yet another week until I'm 'fully available' again. Ahahaha (I suck.)

So for the reasons why I suddenly disappeared (it must have looked like that at least)...it's just that, well - I took some time to turn my real life around (somehow), if you can call it that. Which was done by losing 44 fucking pounds of weight, but I'm not gonna bore you with details *laughs* but seriously, it does feel kind of weird/amazing not to be recognized by people I haven't seen in a while anymore. [all I hope for is that at least my characteristics haven't changed that much, ha]
....GAWD. Now that's some weird reasoning. O___o'''

Okay, so apart from that stuff...I'm SO sorry for anyone I haven't replied to in ages - and I'm certainly gonna scroll through all the new deviation messages I got (about 1000), so don't think I'm not looking at your art any longer! i will, and that's a freakin' promise! ;D

hmm, so there's only one thing left to say - ROME, HERE I COME!!!